Back yet again!

I'm back yet again. I am blogging now, because I don't want my daughter, who may be reading this blog someday to think that this entire adoption process has been a negative one. While it may be really difficult, and dealing with the governments of both countries is extremely hard, I want her to know that she is totally and irrefutably worth everything we have gone and will go thru to get her. I already love her. Her Dad and Brothers already love her too. We can't wait to meet her and make her a part of our lives. I can't wait to hug her and kiss her, and rock her, and sing her to sleeep.

In the meantime, waiting is truly difficult. It breaks my heart not to have her home with us. China is a fascinating country and culture. I am very respectful of that. We will teach her about her heritage and to be proud. We want her life to be a fulfilled one. Filled with lots of love, and happiness. When I complain on my blog, it is just a way to get my frustration over waiting so long out of my system.
Meliss